The Seven Ages

No you don’t know how it is to eat up your thoughts,

No you have no idea how it feels when you stop yourself from breaking out, it is not patience it is a disease. It is one of those scars that never heal. It makes you sweat it gives you sleepless nights.

Will I ever be able to put that across? I know I can do it so much better. I know I can give it a shot.

Then WHY?

Pseudo-intellect, belonging or standing outside the crowd… What is it?

You should know that, this is about you, what we are discussing is you, what we want to figure out is you, what we really want to do is you.

Why this huge shell? What are you hiding?

You know what?

I am done being different let me throw on a dirty T-shirt and walk in the rain.

I want to dig the soil. I want to sow seeds and turn them into trees.

I want to sit and watch them grow each day, every day.

I want to take out all those books and read. I want to wake up early and make tea for my family.

I want to spend time with my mother; I want to tell her that I love her. I want to hug my dad I want to tell him that he is doing a great job and that he is my hero.

I want to play video-games with my brothers, I want to sleep with them and talk till the world ends.

I want to meet my grandparents I want to love them and bring them back on earth from the heavens.

I want to be there for my friends I want to have closer friends.

Ahh! I have so much unfinished business to do.

I know my child but do you know what you need to know…

All the world's a stage,
And all the men and women merely players;
They have their exits and their entrances,

and so will you, you are no superhuman you need to sit down and think. You need to know what is wrong and what is right, you are a gifted child and while making you it took me a while.

Go home make that garden.

Plan that unplanned trip, be there for your family.

Write a letter to your mother send a book to your father.

Talk to your brothers brings them into the picture.

They are the people who will actually stick to you until the very end.

Think of it now or perhaps it will be too late.

Look for what you have, don’t seek love in the world, love resides into you.

For now I am leaving but I will be back soon, you will have new worries you will have new stories. Just remember it is all about the choices that you will make.