All that I’ve got.

Birds they don't sing for you

Winds they don't blow for you

Sun it never shines on you

Water, Rain it never falls on you 

It is the winter that blossoms 

It is under your skin 

And it is making you cold

And colder as the time is passing 

I see a coffin 

Its a winter dusk

I'm sorry if I miss out on a detail or two, I guess I'm just way too drunk. 

And I see you lying with chains wrapped around you.

I don't wanna go closer I prefer standing on the door.

I move around to get a better view

I see you all dressed up in blue 

It’s not the marijuana it’s really just you. 

It is the loneliest funeral I'd ever seen. 

It’s you, right beside you.

After all it’s not really the end and I'm sure you died pretty much alive. 

I see you tangled in those chains.

It seems you are trying to fix something. 

I'm draped in fog and it’s really getting cold, I don't want to be rude but I just feel like going home.

Don't call me cold, maybe you are just expecting too!

You want to be heard, you want to be seen, you want to be loved you want it all back. 

But why don't you just once on the face of earth wait and think, think of those times when I wanted to be heard when I wanted to be seen when I wanted to be loved when I wanted nothing but you it was you who was my undisclosed pleasure.

It’s funny how you've yet again left me here standing breathless thinking of you even when you are gone, I envy you. 

I'm running low on heat and my car has no gasoline.

And don't worry about me 

I'll be just fine I'll go to the church, I'll still believe 

I'll be far from empty spaces

I'll sing again and I will enjoy the rain

Coz in the end its all that I've got

Love.

And the band is marching,

It gets sad when you are on the pavement

Looking at the shining stars

Yes it burns, you would never ever understand

You play the lead, you are the frontman

And I cry every night cursing the skies

Here comes another day, will I survive

Rubbing and brushing and putting some more on

Ah! Ugly, why do I always try?

And I see them talking words and things

Beautified much or is it just fake?

And the new dawn it just fades

Feeling better about oneself?

Funny as it may sound shallow is the concept

As the band proceeds

I see the frontman

He sings a song about life, but what is it that he’s  gonna do when he sees the light?

And the lovers dancing over the fake smiles and the dogs wandering with hollow lies

The pavement is suddenly less lonely

The fear, the fright is going with the band

For love it is within you

It sees itself sitting next to you

We sit as we did never before

Talking goes mute

I can hear a distant music

The band it just marched by… 

I am a Chemical.

She is a scientist 

she makes it and breaks it

thats wonderful!

dude thats shit!

me I'm just a chemical

chemical in her lab

unused! untouched! unnoticed!

I don't shine I don't glitter

dust is all that matters.

she comes in black

all the chemicals lits up

and then he asked hey dusty why dont you glitter

stars glitters! sky glitters! black glitters!

why do you want me to glitter?

I'm the dark I'm the emo I'm the dead I'm the chemo

she goes away with the glitter and I am left with my darkness!

and she enters... 

she comes in and takes away all the glitter, leaving the chemical to sleep alone in the darkness bitter the chemical don't glitter and so the chemical lie, all sad and bitter but the chemical don't know that she hides him...away from the sun shine she puts on her boots she walks in the lab she loves living in her world of dark chemical filter sit fascinates her that chemical don't glitter and so she asks dusty why he doesn't glitter but the dusty's just a loving cold chemo in water he just won't tell her he'll make her cry and he wouldn't even know dusty's just a loving cold chemo, he's dead, he's emo...

The Early Men (something my mother wrote)

Volcanic blast errors, errors and errors you made, why did you make such an erroneous world. Some you showered with riches all around. Some you dragged below poverty line. Some you made blind, deaf and dumb. List of diseases are as wide as the sea you made. Some you bliss with queue of kids. Some you ban even a kid. Cyclones, volcanoes, earthquakes and tsunami you made. Errors, errors and errors you made. Some lesbians, gays, transgender and some so called straights. ooooh! Is this the way? Why? Why? You discriminated the world.

The errors you made the sufferings we get. The sins we made in our previous birth you punish us after rebirth. The marriages (matches) are made in heaven, I heard. Then why the ‘mix-matching’ all wrong you made. The begging, the praying the fasting for the humans you made. Is this the way your ego satisfies? So called earth (hell) you made for us, the heaven you made for your comforts. Whenever your prestige is in danger you found. You stopped, demolished the world. Next time tell thes scientists the architects the carpenters and all the artistic men to make the world. Or rather let us be THE EARLY MEN.  

When I was sixteen! :D

I Met A Stranger!

They say you don’t exist

They say you are fake, without heart and will tear mine apart

They ask me to hold, they don’t want me to puke my heart in front of you

Oh… stranger you met me at the cemetery, you saw me in pieces

I was dead I was emo, you picked me up and blew away the dust

And then we talked from dawn to dusk

You said goodbye, we'll meet again

And then the cemetery became the place for ‘eternal’ love.

You still had doubts, you feared a heart break

You had you and I, I had nothing

Oh… stranger you don’t seem strange anymore

But hey look, look at my pain, this is my shame

 Holding me tight you looked in my eyes

And said ‘you deserve people who care about you and can show it the right way’

And I made it sure that it was you and only you

Now I am not just obsessed I am enjoying every part of it

It’s like a sweet orgasm, like a dark chocolate, like a ugly kiss

Oh… stranger you don’t seem strange anymore

The danger days are gone, this time I am here

Not like her to cook the best fish

Not like him to teach you how to paint

 I can’t be what they were

 But I will never leave any chance to bring the smile

With that promise I am here with my bags

Let’s  go to the cemetery before it’s too late

He Has The Car He Has The Keep

from the right to the left

up from height to the west

is he on the phone

or hooked up with some porn

he tries too hard but he hates the smell

he hates the touch he hates the trace

he loves his mother and he too

one is beauty one is grave

he has the car he has the keep

he is a man and he is too

why cant you just hate me

open your mouth open your soul

the unsaid the unheard

brings the pain brings the knives

your the rich your the fright

I am dead but still alive

she cried because of you

I am this because of you

do you know what class he reads

do you know what lies he keep

I know you know nothing

still you are the strong we are the weak

coz you have the car and you have the keep

you are the smart and we are the creeps

its the pain that makes it worse

she is dead but you are worse

we are the power we are the light

you are the darkness you are the fright

and guess what she is dead alive

we are up and you are down

all shatterd all tatterd you still have the car but here comes the pain.