No you don’t know
how it is to eat up your thoughts,
No you have no
idea how it feels when you stop yourself from breaking out, it is not patience
it is a disease. It is one of those scars that never heal. It makes you sweat
it gives you sleepless nights.
Will I ever be
able to put that across? I know I can do it so much better. I know I can give
it a shot.
Then WHY?
Pseudo-intellect,
belonging or standing outside the crowd… What is it?
You should know
that, this is about you, what we are discussing is you, what we want to figure
out is you, what we really want to do is you.
Why this huge
shell? What are you hiding?
You know what?
I am done being
different let me throw on a dirty T-shirt and walk in the rain.
I want to dig the
soil. I want to sow seeds and turn them into trees.
I want to sit and
watch them grow each day, every day.
I want to take out
all those books and read. I want to wake up early and make tea for my family.
I want to spend
time with my mother; I want to tell her that I love her. I want to hug my dad I
want to tell him that he is doing a great job and that he is my hero.
I want to play
video-games with my brothers, I want to sleep with them and talk till the world
ends.
I want to meet my
grandparents I want to love them and bring them back on earth from the heavens.
I want to be there
for my friends I want to have closer friends.
Ahh! I have so
much unfinished business to do.
I know my child
but do you know what you need to know…
All
the world's a stage,
And all the men and women merely players;
They have their exits and their entrances,
And all the men and women merely players;
They have their exits and their entrances,
and
so will you, you are no superhuman you need to sit down and think. You need to
know what is wrong and what is right, you are a gifted child and while making
you it took me a while.
Go
home make that garden.
Plan
that unplanned trip, be there for your family.
Write
a letter to your mother send a book to your father.
Talk
to your brothers brings them into the picture.
They
are the people who will actually stick to you until the very end.
Think
of it now or perhaps it will be too late.
Look
for what you have, don’t seek love in the world, love resides into you.
For
now I am leaving but I will be back soon, you will have new worries you will
have new stories. Just remember it is all about the choices that you will make.